Emotionally drained.

Don't feel like thinking, don't feel like bothering and yet I can't help my thinkings. Shitass. Something is holding you back and something is holding me back. Perhaps I just didn't want to be a burden to you. Perhaps I just didn't want to spoil your current life. You seems so much happier without me. I don't know what's with me. Part of me still wants you and yet another part of me doesn't want to go through this kind of lifestyle again. Like what people said, got to be strong so we both will be easier to move on. I knew you lied from the first day when you told me you don't love me anymore. Sometimes, those small little actions expose you out. I just didn't say it out. Because when you could go till the extend of lying that you don't love me anymore, I knew you've made up your decision. And it's a firm decision. That's why I left you alone. I remember telling you I won't give up on you. But I guess I'm left with no choice now. Even if you post stuffs, I'll always tell myself it's not me you're talking about. I tried my very best to leave you alone. I just don't wish to be a burden to you anymore.....

Be happy. Take care.