Be realistic but never materialistic.

At Wyman's house now! Cheering him on to study! Study hard my darling! My turn to study hard in 2 weeks time. Hehe. I wanna study so badly nowadays after see Wyman chionging his studies. Miss those days! People hate studying. But there will always come to a point where you'll find studying is so much better than working. I wanna get a part time job to work! Like those weekends one only! Don't want to keep on asking money from my parents. Feels like I'm just a failure when I take money from my parents. I'm 18! I should be earning money to support myself now and not be a child who always take money from parents. I need to be independent! :D Only depend on yourself and not others. Don't depend on someone too much. That's something I learn. Only money makes the world goes round. I may sound materialistic. But I'm just trying to be realistic. Look at how cruel this world is. Damn.