我该怎么办?

Gonna drink later on! Then going for Zen's POP. Confirmed cui -.- When I left, I saw that don't-bear-me-to-leave kind of look in your eyes. Maybe I think too much. But the last thing I would do is knowing I can't trust you and still be with you. That's the mistake that I made and I wouldn't do it again. I won't turn around. Till I learn how to trust you. I won't get affected. I won't be shaky. Even if I am, I'll remember that you don't love me. I'll remember the scars I left on you. I'll remember that I'm not the type of girl you want. I'll remember you told me that I made you feel more relieved and happy leaving me. Please stop crying. You may tell me you're not happy with your life. But do remember, you told me that we'll be happier in long run. 对不起。我爱你。