It's not love if it doesn't destroys you.

I'm writing again because I suddenly have the urge to blog. I've grown a lot within these 2 years. I used to think that I'll be extremely fine when K goes for sailing, probably just a little missing of him, I'll still continue with my life super normally. I mean like, in the past when I don't get to see my bf for a week, I'll wouldn't miss him that much and I'll do my own things to keep myself occupied. But yeah, I miss him like crazy for this 4 days only. Counting down to 3 more days.

K made me learn a lot during this 1 year plus. No doubt he's always giving in, taking in all the shits I'm giving him when I am having my mood swing (I'm sorry. HEHEHE) , he made me realised that there is really someone who will loves you for you, not expecting any changes from you no matter what shit attitude you give him (he says it's a package -.-) . I never believe that someone will take you as you are, you ought to change some things for them, but K did it. I don't know how, but he did it.

K might not be the sweetest bf or most romantic one but he's definitely the one who dotes on me the most. And for that, I thank God.

Besides love, I learn that friends come and go. I never used to be able to take this fact. I (naively) believe that friends will always be by your side. Well, it's true but only those friends that are true to you too. Unfortunately, as a girl who has not much gfs, I really don't have any much of a true friends.

Things has changed for me since 3 years back. And it gotten better when I start being together with K. He showed me things that I never learn. He took over the hurt I have gotten from friendship 3 years back. He never allow anyone to hurt me, including himself. He always stand besides me, protecting me from all the things that people never get to understand.

I'm really glad for K staying by my side and I'm really glad for the friends who fought battles with me.

And Kenneth Yee, I know you'll be reading this so just shut up and keep your comments to yourself. Don't ever mention this post when you come back. Lastly, I love you. I really do (: