Let live and let love

This is gonna get wordy because I am gonna blogged out what I'm feeling. Feel free to leave. 



This quote on my blog title came from this lady whom I met during my Hong Kong trip. Back then she told me tons of reasons and stuffs. It's kinda funny thinking back. She told me this, 'if he's not gonna give in then you got to give in. Man wants their pride, give it to them even though you ain't in the wrong. Let live and let love sweetheart.' So after my Hong Kong trip (when I reached Singapore), quarreled with W a few times and I ended up breaking the cold war after a few hours time, partly because I wasn't that angry to begin with so my anger subsidised like real quickly. 

Till this recent one, I will not elaborate what happen because it still hurts thinking back. So yes, I fed his pride and ego except for one quarrel which I made him apologise to me because he himself wouldn't accept it either so don't expect me to accept it. Other than that, I do give in after my anger subsidise and I will start to miss him yada yada yada. So W and I have been cold war for 3-4 days. I can see he is not gonna give in and neither will I. It was a very big disappointment he gave me. I gave him the respect and perhaps I fed his ego too much that he forgotten I, too, need some respect as a girl, as HIS girlfriend. 

If you're ever reading this, remember this. I'm not mad baby. I'm hurt. There's a difference. I'm not your big soft toy to vent on when you explode your anger. I'm your girlfriend. I'm the girl that loves you, that cries for you, that neglects everyone for you, that cares for you, that misses you and will stand by you when no one else does. I'm just a girl. All I want is your respect and love. And if you find it hard to do it, you can always leave, not hurt me like this. If you're not gonna treasure, I'm letting go this time round. Till we talked again, good bye.