Valentine's Day

Yeah yeah. I know it's late to post this up. But better be late than never! How did you guys celebrate your Valentine's day? Is it with your love ones or your friends? Well, I celebrated it with my love of my life, Alvin Cheong (: He got me this big teddy! It's damn cute I swear. Hehe.

Alvin told me to meet at Cineleisure. And then he went shopping at JP causing him to be late {Inserts Symbols} . HOW CAN DO LAST MIN SHOPPING ONE?! Hahaha. Waited for a few mins and he came to me with this cute teddy and a bouquet of flowers. H3h3.

Went for our midnight movie and slack around. And I carried that teddy all the way. Damn. I bet he's heavier than me -.- Just kidding. Ahah. I got muscle ache the next day though. Tsk! But it worth it. Because that teddy is ultra kawaii!

Well, I have been quarrelling with Alvin these few days though. No matter is how people are judging our relationship, jealousy or even personal space, we've been quarrelling alot. From a relationship that used not to quarrel, has became quarrelling almost everyday. No matter is pressure from me or him, friends or even parents, we quarrelled on everything. Well, I guess it can't be helped. Friends and many other people don't really think we can last. I guess it's subjective to all. Some said that things will remain the same. We'll have our vicious cycle soon. Some said that love can seen between us. Asked us not to give up. And I actually believed that we have been running back to each other time after time is all because of love though. But some said it hurts too much to carry on. Some said I'm unreasonable and too clingy to him.

But it kinda hurts when Alvin actually has taken too much into consideration on what people said when it's concerning the both of us. He has let others influence our relationship, making me felt pressurised too. Because I'll never know what others will tell him. And it's always in this manner, we'll start to argue about this and that. Sometimes I felt that his friends are forever his friends even though I hanged out with them. Which means leaving me, friendless. And sometimes I realised I never have a common topic to talk to them except for disturbing people. So that just leave me sticking to Alvin, trying to get his attention. But he doesn't like it. Oh well. So I've decided to live a havoc life from Monday onwards. PIP ( Planning In Progress ) . Hahahahaha.