心软是最致命的脆弱

You were the one who taught me to think of the good memories of us besides all our quarrels.
You were the one who taught me not to think of leaving everytime.
You were the one who taught me that I should change for the better.
You were the one who made me feel that I should be a better girlfriend for you.
You were the one who made me feel that I'm not good enough for you sometimes.
You were the one who said that our love is strong.
You were the one who promised me all the conditions before I let you go clubbing and contacting her.
You were the one who promised that you won't be cold anymore.
You were the one who promised that you will finish the VE when I write LO.
You were the one who promised that we will walk hand in hands, arguing who loves who more when we're old.
You were the only guy whom I thought of marrying.

People often says what yours will be yours. I don't really believe though. Besides destiny and fate, I believe that both parties should make concession for each other so that love will work out. Look at all our pictures. Do you remember how much laughter we used to have? After all the sweet memories from our first year, things had definitely change drastically. You wanted me to give in to you every single time when I start to give in from the first time. You wanted your way. You wouldn't listen to me. You wouldn't even show me that you're trying to make effort for our relationship. You wouldn't take things out from my stand. I get where you're coming from. But do you get mine?