It was so hard for me to sleep and this stupid drilling that is going on at my block has woken me up and I can't get back to bed anymore. Fml. Sigh. What a hard time this time. I'm going to stop at this post for now because I don't want to feel sorry and pathetic for myself.
I hated myself for falling hard. This is just temporary. I kept telling myself. But it's killing me. Sigh. I never want to experience this again. Never ever. No matter how hard the road is, I always wanted you with me. But it's always you who choose to give up. A thousand words couldn't bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither could a thousand tears, I know because I've cried. You left behind a broken heart and happy memories too. But I never wanted memories, I only wanted you. Looking at all these pictures, I miss your kisses, your hugs and your touch. I have never mention that you have the kind of power that will just make me smile whenever you just hug me tightly. Laughs. Your kisses, your lips and everything and anything just makes you more and more addicted to you. Too bad. I was too addicted. I remember saying this, Love is like a poison and you're the antidote for me. But now you have choose to left, this poison is gonna kill me. So softly, so tenderly. Sigh. Crying again and again. This will end one day. I believe. I really believe. Felt like hugging you. Hugging you tightly...
I'm trying really hard not to cry because every tear reminds me that I can't let go.
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