clairislee

Thursday, October 24, 2013

I'm on the edge trying to survive as the angels cry.


Ciaossu. In office and got so damn bored because my lawyer is not in and I have nothing to do. So yes. I decided to blog. With my thoughts. So life can never been better for this 2 weeks. After 8 months, life have gotten back on track for me. My colleagues and I are getting perfectly fine, never enjoyed working in an office so much, thanks to them and of course, my bitch, Lin Fang Fang who pulled me closer to them as I'm not one who talk much. As for my love life, shall see how it goes. Leaving all to fate to decide. Haha.

Sincerely thank God who made everything happen for me. I'm happier now, more bubbly and I talk more now. He mended my broken heart and allow my life to go stable. Nothing would have happen if Jq didn't bring me back to church 8 months back and help me get my feet up. I backslide a lot during my rebellious stage and thank God for His loving heart. He never once fail to forgive me no matter how much I have sinned. Thank You. Amen.

Have you ever wonder if there's a time machine and you will wanna turn back time? I used to think that if I got a time machine, I would turn it back to 8 months ago. As for now, I probably wouldn't wanna turn back time. Simply because life has been absolutely great for me now and I see no point in turning back time anymore. I gave my best 8 months ago. Although I have been through shitload of hell for the first few months, I never once regretted because I tried and it failed. It's not my fault. It's not his. We just didn't work out. Wake up call for me. Haha.

Well, this is such a long blogpost. With my thoughts. Might sounds emotional to some, might sound happy to some, but whatever it is, Thank You Lord. You make my life complete. Amen.

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