Back! Well well, what a lifeeeeeeee I have gotten now. DAMN. ME NO WANNA DRINK ANYMORE. I'M GONNA QUIT ALCOHOL LIFE. Ok. Someone needs to tell me how to quit alcohol life when all my friends are drinkers T.T Didn't contact Nicholas Yeo anymore and he's the only person I go out with and doesn't drink (much) . Argh. School should set on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. So I have an excuse to skip drinking. LOL. Probably don't drink as much as last time therefore I felt even more unhealthy. Totally taken a toll on me. Gotten too bored with this kind of life. Think I got too tamed by W last time that I don't really wanna revert this kind of life again. I have been through the party animal stage and drink stage and please, NO MORE. Hahaha.
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Since it's past the midnight, so it's 8th April already. 4 more days to 17th monthsary with W if we are still together. Time passes so fast for the both of us. It's like out of a sudden, we are together and out of a sudden, we broke up. 11 more days to the day we officially broke up and 2 months of single life has passed. I don't deny I miss him, feelings are still strong and sometimes I will feel like contacting him back. Something is stopping me and that's probably I see no hope in him coming back to my side. Well. Things has changed so much for the past 2 months. Sincerely glad that I'm stabilized with my life now. Contented. Let live and let love, let go and let God (:
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