Kinda don't feel like doing any photo spam today and just update normally (abnormally) with thoughts. Well, nowadays I have been thinking a lot. I felt so down. Don't get me wrong. Nothing happen between w and I. Just things has been super emotional for me and I seriously don't know where to start and where to vent. Ain't sure why I am feeling like this but one of the reasons most probably is the lacking of nicotine. Yes yes. I have stopped smoking for days. And it's not a super easy route to take. Everyday I face anger, I face insecurities (I thought I was already insecure enough but nowadays I'm even more insecure. I'm actually starting to feel that I'm ugly. No. I used to think I'm average looking but now, I felt like I don't even reach average looking standard.), I face emotional stress, I face sadness for no reason, I cry for no reason, yes, that's what I have been going through everyday. This life is hell. Totally shit. Why isn't anyone there for me? Support me, encourage me. 到了最后，连我自己都不知道这条路该怎么走，我也不会走。
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