Have anyone really like wonder how much your heartache can bring you to?
吃不着睡不着是基本的。睡一觉醒来也是地狱。因为不知道怎么跟相爱的人形同陌路。也不能让任何人知道。所以只能一个人哭。虽然我们已经结束,虽然我们已经分手,但是总会浮相爱时的记忆。越是想起用于抹去那些记忆的日子,反而越来越长。所以对于抛弃的人来说,365天都处于在分手当中。可是真正的痛苦是他似乎根本没有想我。只有我在痛苦。他似乎忘了有我这样的人,过着幸福的生活。真的很想去死,却不能死。因为怕永远看不到他。
Translation: The 2 basic things that happen will be a lost of appetite and insomnia. Even if you manage to fall asleep, you'll feel like hell when you woke up. That's because you don't know how to walk a different path with the one you love and yet there's no one you can tell. You can only break down alone. Although we are over, although we have broken up, the mind is always filled with the memories that we had together. The more you tried to erase it, the longer the day goes. For a person who has been ditched, all 365 days feels like the day you have just broken off. But the real pain comes in where he doesn't even miss me while I'm the only one living in pain. It feels like he has forgotten all about me and living a happy life. You feel like dying and yet you can't because you fear you'll never see him again.
It might not be the exact translation nor perfect english because I translated it myself. The meaning is there. I believe everyone has gone through this before. Haha. I apologise for this emo post. I just happen to sees this chinese paragraph but yet is what I have been feeling.
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