The last goodbye

My last promise to you. That's it. Goodbye. I'm doing this not because I'm upset or what. This is just something I said I'll do for you. We will never meet again after tonight. I have never linger on so long even after I broke up with A. I never once feels like waiting for him. Maybe because it's my fault this time round. Then again, I will and will not wait for you. If you find someone who is worth your love, go for it. I'll be happy. All I need now isn't love. All I need now is a break from relationships.

Life always play with us isn't it? If I haven't been hurt from A, most probably I'm the kind he'll love and wants. We will definitely last because the past me loves to be tied down and commit. Well, all I can say is, wrong time, right person. This will be the last post of me being emotional. My next post will just be a normal daily life post. So for people who are worrying, trust me. I'm fine. Maybe I didn't give my all, but I know I have been loving him. That's all. No regrets too (: Oh well. I need to find myself back. I wasn't like this in the past. What have I become? -.- I'm such an idiot to let the hurt from my past changed to someone I said I will never become. Well. I guess the only time I'll show face in front of him is when I have changed back to the person I used to be. Maybe he got into a new relationship by then but I still wanna find back myself! Wish me luck :D