It's always times like this when I think of you and I wonder if you ever think of me.

Sometimes, when I decides where to go and plan stuffs, I really hate to change the stuffs I plan and I'll get super pissed off if anything crops out so you will not or seldom see me planning stuffs. And this is one of the things which my ex and I always argues about. Well, he's super indecisive and I've stopped planning long ago after my plans gets crops up every time. And 1 thing that stopped me from planning is because of Andrea. LOLOLOL. She is one indecisive girl and I was always the one choosing where to go which makes me quite frustrated at times. Hahaha. But nevertheless, I still love her. Haha.

So this became a habit for me and I'll always let people do the planning. Like they said, it's better to expect nothing than to get disappointed right? So I never really voiced out my opinions and what I wanna do even though I do have plans that I wanna do and I do wanna plan but I'm always afraid my plan won't be perfect and accommodates everyone. And I'm really afraid that I'll flare up if my plan gets change. I hate to change my plans. Call me stubborn. I really hate it. That's why I'll flare up. I'll get angry. My temper isn't good. So I have to try to shut up in case I flare up.

I have nothing much to blog nowadays since I'm stuck at home unlike people who has been living so happily with their life. Lol. Whatever it is, I'm still a contented little girl with my life. Oh well. Need to head back to my studies. Hope I'm able to concentrate.