Sometimes, I don't know how much hidden feelings can a person have. Oh well. Pretty much havoc life for me. Go work drink, go club also drink. Go club smoke, go work smoke even more sticks. Irritating. Time to reflect. Woke up with an ultra piercing feeling around my tummy area. It's like someone has just stab 1 knife into my tummy -.- If this is real, just end my life.