There should be a relationship status for "I don't even know whats going on"

分开的故事，是多么不舍。说好的爱情，没有你怎么完成？
怎样的我才能让你想念？能不能给我一个答案？ 不要让我痴痴的等。

The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all. I feel like ranting. I don't know why am I so tensed up nowadays. I could use some hugs now. Sigh. Feels like I'm gonna break down soon. I don't know what's happening to me now. Got. To. Be. Strong. Clairis. Lee. You. Can't. Fall. Apart. Everyone. Needs. You.