I hate being affected by some stuffs. I swear. I don't like to have this huge armour on me. Sometimes, I just want to break down and cry as much as I could. But I couldn't. I couldn't cry anymore and I don't want to. I hate to drop a tear because that would remind me that I couldn't let go and how much this love has meant to me. I fake everyone. I told everyone I'm alright. I gotten over it. I let go. I'm contented with me life. And yes. I'm contented with my life but I never have gotten over it. I've let go but I've never forgotten him. I'm a bitch. A stubborn one. Faithfully believe he'll be back one day but I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of seeing him with some other girls out there. I'm tired of seeing him falling in love with other girls out there. I'm god damn tired. 我最心爱的男人把我变成世上最笨的女人.
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