完美的句号

Ok. Bear with the used photo. I'm using my iPhone to blog now. My stupid brother did something to my laptop and now my whole laptop cannot connect to my Internet connection. How nice _|_



Ok. I fell down badly in love again. Due to my indecisiveness, I've make him lost hope in us. When I decided to go back to him, he shut the door on me and told me he likes another girl. Whatever lah. Tsk. So my lovely Hubby has been helping me to stand up all these while. Whenever I need someone, I'll just turn to him. He made me strong. He's the reason I'm standing strong now. I was so close to breaking down like shit. So close. I thought I could be nonchalant about it. But when I thought of the date today, I just can't help it but broke down a tiny little bit. Haha. Maybe mood swing plays a part of my current mood now.

I got tons of goals I got to achieve and work towards it now. Every little mistakes that I made, makes me grows up. Ok. Maybe I've not fully grown up yet. But hey! I'm just 18! Don't go too hard on me!

First thing first, Im gonna study hard and achieve the grades that I'm aiming for. My first priority now. Nothing can beat that. Not even clubbing. Haha!

2nd thing, I've realised from young, my daddy and mommy has been treating me like a little princess. I've been spoilt by them. Therefore I'm wilful, egoistic and have an attitude that none can bear except for fang fang. Haha. So my 2nd priority is to change this stupid attitude of mine. Be a happy cheerful Clairis and not an attitude bitch.

3rd thing, I wanna stop being so wild now. So I'm stopping clubbing, drinking and even smoking. But of course, when there's special occasion, I'll definitely club. But never every Saturday there. Will die one you know!

4th thing, I should think before I say. Sometimes people take things too seriously. Yes. I maybe sarcastic at times but do note that I'm not doing this on purpose. Sometimes I'm too busy by the people who's talking to me till I got no time to react to any words that is coming out of my mouth.

5th thing, stand strong. I'm gonna stand strong. Be strong. I'm not gonna let anyone worry about me anymore. Esp wyman. Have been emo-ing to him since the day I broke off with my ex till now. Esp these few days when my mood swing is terrible, he has been patient with me, hearing all my rants. I couldn't thank him much more. I promise him to be strong. So yes. I'm gonna stand strong. Wyman lee, one day you'll be proud of me. I'm sure of that (: