All at once, I'm realizing that you're not coming back.

H3h3. Mommy says she's gonna sponsor me $100. Daddy told me he'll give me another $100. So I just got to pay the remaining balance. I can't imagine I cry day and night. Fml. I must hang in there. I must stay strong so he won't have any stress. I must remind myself that he'll be happier without me. So I can't ask him back anymore. But I always felt so weak. Everyday memories just keep on flowing and flowing. I woke up and 5 mins later tears just fall. I felt like I'm breaking down totally. I never felt this way. I have never cried so badly. This is killing me. He thought I would be happier in long run. But I don't see it. I don't see my future without you. Because I have included you in it. On a happier note, ph later with my new digicam! :D Gonna take tons of photos. Stay tuned sweeties! :D